It's a lot
A lot has happened since my last post. My grandma passed away on October 19th. we had her funeral and I was able to stand up and speak about her. I created a 12 minute slide show that was presented befor the services at the church. I also performed the graveside service. I felt I did as much as I could to memorialize my grandma. My step-son made me cry as a bearer at the funeral in his dress blues. Speaking of my stepson he left us again. Back down to Camp Pendelton in Oceanside to start his SOI training. It's a lot easier this time around since he is allowed to have his phone and we have been able to talk and text at least weekly. I saw a doctor finally and after being off meds for over a month I was placed on Lexapro. It's gotten to the point that I don't even know what I've been on. I don't remember if I've been on Lexapro, but it seem so be helping. It's been about 3 weeks so far. The tattoo shop down the street from my house had a special on any tattoo ...