Losing my mind. Nothing new.
Amazingly, school is going very well. Everything else on the other hand, has gone to shit. Leave it to me to give up something that was working out fine and move on to something I thought would make me even more happy and make me more money, only to end up making less overall and still not happy. I was supposed to get benefits, but I'm not, since I have school Monday mornings instead of working. I don't meet the minimum requirements for benefits. I am subjected to lengthy recaps of the previous days mistakes, as well as lengthy preparations for the following days duties. Although I have felt more useful lately, I still feel out of place. I am looking for something else to see if I can make a positive change. I did this whole thing once before when I quit my stable loan processing job, to work for a fly by night loan officer. Then I was screwed. I wish I could find a place doing Ortho where I also feel like I fit in with the team. I can't get over the feeling that they are