street blogging
So here I am in my car hoping the battery on my laptop holds out until I am done with this post. I am using the free wireless from the library which is closed. Luckily it's not 100 degrees outside right now. I'm begging the higher power for a calm after this storm. I am almost done with classes. I start my extern soon. Steve started a job and everything should be great. Instead I am going nuts. The Dr wants me to come off of prozac, because she is really old and thinks that if I quit smoking and I take the kids for a walk outside I will get better. Super!
We are getting notices left and right and I feel like I need to make some kind of list of what is the most important - what should be paid first when money starts coming in - and how long we have to live this way before we can have some normal stuff back. I won't bore you with that list here, but it will be a very very long list.
We need a baby sitter after these first 2 weeks of Steve working and I am not ready for the kids to go back to school or to finish my school yet. I hope the next 5 weeks are very productive and I can concentrate on extern when it gets to that point. I'm nervous about coming off of my meds, I am supposed to do it slowly, but for now I am taking the 20 mg that I was already taking until I run out then I will start taking the 10mg for a week then 10mg every other day then I will be done. By that time I will have new insurance and I will have a new Dr, and I will have to start this process all over again -most likely. But hey maybe I will be good without them. Who knows? Well the warning popped up so no time for spell check. from the street in front of the library - be back soon. Hopefully from my couch with my own internet.
We are getting notices left and right and I feel like I need to make some kind of list of what is the most important - what should be paid first when money starts coming in - and how long we have to live this way before we can have some normal stuff back. I won't bore you with that list here, but it will be a very very long list.
We need a baby sitter after these first 2 weeks of Steve working and I am not ready for the kids to go back to school or to finish my school yet. I hope the next 5 weeks are very productive and I can concentrate on extern when it gets to that point. I'm nervous about coming off of my meds, I am supposed to do it slowly, but for now I am taking the 20 mg that I was already taking until I run out then I will start taking the 10mg for a week then 10mg every other day then I will be done. By that time I will have new insurance and I will have a new Dr, and I will have to start this process all over again -most likely. But hey maybe I will be good without them. Who knows? Well the warning popped up so no time for spell check. from the street in front of the library - be back soon. Hopefully from my couch with my own internet.
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